why I suck at blogging

Okay, I guess I have to admit that I seriously suck at blogging.

The thing is I really want to get into it and dedicate my time to creating amazing content that people enjoy reading, but .. I’m always overthinking stuff. I think I do have something I want to talk about but then it turns out that I’m just not able to take pictures of it or that an outfit looked way better in my mind than when I have it on and take a picture.

I also think that it is pretty hard for a beginner to compete with all those amazing bloggers out there. Why would anyone want to read my blog, if there are hundreds of other blogs way better that mine. With professional pictures, amazing outfit and travel posts?

I know that at least some of them probably started the way that I did. With no experience and no professional equipment. So that’s just what I have to remind myself of – that as long as I love what I’m posting, it doesn’t matter if my blog is successful or if a lot of people are reading it. And that’s what I’m going to do. I will not pressure myself into posting something once a week or a month just to do so, I will post whenever I feel like it and whenever I have something to talk about.

Let’s just hope I can come up with something 😉

See you next time. – xo

some real talk.

Sometimes I have those moments where I feel like everything’s going wrong with my life. I am not able to do anything right, I feel like nobody’s there for me and listens and it’s just the worst feeling ever.

I don’t know if that will ever go away – I hope it does, but of it doesn’t I sure as hell hope I’ll be able to handle it better.

Sometimes I feel like I just have to justify everything I do. Someone’s always making stupid comments about the things I do or say and sometimes they are laughing at me and don’t seem to get how much they are actually hurting me with doing so.

Have you ever felt that way? Like no one seems to really get you. It’s annoying and I am kind of sick of crying about it and feeling stupid.

I mean I’m not doing anything wrong I just do what I think is right and I don’t understand why people have to make stupid comments just because they don’t understand why I am doing certain things the way I do them. It should be okay t make mistakes or forget to answer a text because you have other stuff on your mind.

“You can’t please everyone” is what I always try to remember, but then again I am a people pleaser and want everyone to be happy and satisfied. Does anyone know that feeling and maybe has some tips and tricks how to handle situations like that? I would really welcome them as I don’t know what to do and like I mentioned before I’m sick of getting super upset every time someone makes fun of how I am.

Kind of a depressing post, but I still hope you guys enjoy your Sunday and have a nice summer – xx

My struggles..

Today’s post is all about my struggles with all things beauty. Fashion, makeup, hair .. and all of that stuff. Like I already mentioned I am very interested in all of the things mentioned above. I like to check out my instagram feed, pinterest or watch youtube videos just to see how amazing people look and what you actually can do, especially with makeup. It’s just amazing and I mean first impressions always are about looks. So as I am not that experienced in all of that stuff and I actually can’t afford most of the “good stuff” I wanted to just tell you how I feel about makeup and fashion and hope you’ll enjoy reading this post and maybe can relate here and there.

makeup. 

Like most girls I am interested in that topic and I am doing my makeup every morning before I go to school or work. Even though some may not even call it that because I basically just put on some powder and mascara, if I feel like it I’ll also put on some concealer, but yea most of the time I’m not. I do love watching other people do their makeup though. And every single time wish I could do it like that as well. I know they probably had a hard time at the beginning as well, but why do they have to look so damn perfect when they’re done?! I sometimes try to recreate their looks but always think it’s just not working for me. I feel like you can see all the makeup I put on and think that I look strange with lipstick on. It’s probably all in my head and I just have to try it out a little bit more and actually go out with having more makeup on, but I guess I’m not confident enough to actually do that. I feel like this isn’t me and in the end go with what I’m used to even though I would like to able to put on some eyeliner and lipstick.

hair

Going from makeup to my hair. I have to say that in general I do love my hair, but there’s always the thing that you want what you don’t have. I have straight here and even if I do curl it the curls are gone within two or three hours.. I haven’t found the right way for them to just stay yet. Another thing I’m always having trouble with is that at the moment I want my hair to be long again. I had pretty long hair last year but then I decided to just cut in off at the beginning of this year and now I want my long hair back, because I feel that there’s more that I can do with it instead of it just boringly framing my face. The struggles..

fashion

Fashion wise I also do have some struggles regarding style and especially affording the things I like. I don’t have a special style I just go with what I like which on some days is more on the casual side and on other days chic. I really like this classy look and wearing blouses but yea I kind of go with what I think feels right and what I’m comfortable in. So that’s not really the problem, the problem is finding the things that fit and aren’t too expensive. I am more of a person that thinks about what she buys. I’m not just going into a store, browse and come out with a bag full of new clothes. With me it’s more like I see something I like or have a thought about what I want if I have to save money for it I will and then I’ll just buy that one piece instead of going to a cheap store to buy 5 shirts and give up the thing I actually wanted to buy. Of course I do sometimes go shopping and just buy what I want not caring about the price, because I think you sometimes just have to do that to lift your mood and get something new. So the problem I have with fashion is that I don’t know how to connect the things I like and being able to afford them. I wish I could just buy what I want, but it’s not possible so I have to set priorities and as I am kind of into the more expensive stuff I have to wait till I buy something and wait for it. I hope you enjoyed reading this post and will let me know if you’d like me to write a post about one of the topics above more specifically or if you’d like to see pictures of my hair then and now or my makeup or style. Also let me know if you are interested in a special post of any kind and I’ll do my research and see if I can put something together on the topic you’d like to know more about! Also if you do have a beauty blog or instagram please leave the link or name in the comments so I can check it out and follow you! See you next time x.